Was after some kind of post apocalyptic event, in a school complexin which me and some other survivors found refuge, the begining of the dream is anoying but not creepy : due to the probable futur lack of electricity, we're made to not touch computers, dream me sad. jump to next scene where the guy in charge is giving us some instructions on how to survive nuclear attacks and then rations food, refusing to go outside to scavange for more, not understanding the situation I decide I will scavange for more and go outside of the school complex, but not before I see a lot of people are weird .... acting a bit like apes, but smart ones, and they are buff af. On the way out I meet other sectors of the complex and an infected girl follows me, even if I am trying to get her away, she comes from acting and is very proud of it ... jump to an hospital visit outside of school where I explain the pathogen : apparently it concentrate your brain, removing a lot of the water going through it and expanding it : exept for one part, the frontal cortex (which apparently that makes people intelligent but bad at regulating and feeling emotions). As I speak my head hurts, giving me some red flags. The hospital isn't really that concerned, making me mad and shaking the doctor, another red flag but somehow i'm not able to tell him I want to get shot if I turn in an ape, they tell me to go fetch a concotion that might help me poop the pathogen out. I go take the liquid, on the way I see a child, he's sad I won't fight against bad guys anymore (Apparently I was a solider?), I tell him that it's ok and still can't iterate my death wish, a bit like stuck in my own body.I drink the liquid, which I didn't knew had apples in it, apples being a stimulant for the pathogen.... after drinking the liquid I don't poop out anything, but I feel great! and buff! Like if I could take on the world! Now there's no doubts i'm infected but I still can't do anything, i'm stuck not being able to plead for somebody to kill me as I go and eat more apples, making me feel more and more buff. Jump in time, I see apes everywhere, they are eating varied fruits, detaining the remaining human survivors, i'm one of them, just watching from afar with a fixed smile. Jump in time, everything in black, I see a popup like at the begining which was telling me tasks in the complex, it says "go feed janitor", I turn my glowing eyes around the room hearing some heratic breath.
This dream appears to be a reflection of your thoughts and concerns about a post-apocalyptic scenario and your own survival instincts. The initial frustration of not being able to use computers symbolizes your need for technology and its comfort in your daily life. The instructions on surviving nuclear attacks and rationing of food represent your practical and resourceful nature in the face of difficult circumstances. The people acting like apes might symbolize the loss of humanity and civilization in such a situation. The infected girl could represent the fear of being influenced or affected by negative or harmful influences. The hospital visit and explanation of the pathogen may reflect anxieties about potential health issues and the feeling of powerlessness when medical professionals don't take your concerns seriously. The child's sadness about you not fighting anymore may represent feelings of guilt or disappointment in yourself for not being able to take action or protect others in the face of adversity. The consumption of apples and feeling buff could symbolize a sense of false empowerment or denial in the face of the inevitable. The repetition of this action despite knowing the negative consequences implies a sense of being trapped or unable to make critical decisions. The final scene with apes everywhere and you watching from afar with a fixed smile may suggest a resignation to the circumstances, a feeling of powerlessness, or a disconnect from reality. The black environment and the popup task of feeding the janitor could signify a sense of emptiness or a loss of purpose. Overall, this dream may reflect your unease and fears about an uncertain future, the challenges of survival, and the psychological and emotional battles that may arise in difficult situations. It's important to pay attention to these concerns and explore ways to address them in your waking life.